"at first it was towering over me."
diary:
"July 22, 2025: i think i'm finally okay with letting go and embracing my future. i watched as grief destroyed you and honestly i don't wish to wait for you any longer. i have been in denial believing you will come back and love me like you used to. maybe i was just afraid of letting go and being forgotten. now i want better for myself and while i hope they are happier without me. I'll be happier without them. thank u for everything. for believing in me, for loving me, for showing me it's possible to be loved. you meant the world to me. For that there will always be some love left in my heart for you.i dont think we would recognize each other anymore if we ever even got back together. Goodbye forever. You are no longer towering over me."
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